999bleeding

It never feels good to admit you're the problem
I keep my head up high but i'm still at the bottom
I don't know why but i still fuckin' want it
It don't mean much cus i still lost it
So i'mma lay low for a minute now
Try to get my life all figured out
I said it all before like yeah, yeah, yeah...
But i mean it this time 'cus i'll lose my damn mind
I might make a joke of it, but that's just to cope from it
I've never been good at love babe
So i'll die alone some day
I swear the worst part of me is
I'll cut my life into pieces
I swear the worst part of me is
I'll make a mess from the bleeding
(I'll take the blame this time, even if it's the last time)
I swear the worst part of me is
I'll make a mess from the bleeding
I swear the worst part of me is
I'll make a mess from the bleeding
I'll let you go, let you go
It's what you need
'Cus we both know, we both know
It isn't me
Tell me when you get home, safe gotta go my way
(Nothing stays gold)
But i won't forget you
Tell me when you get home safe gotta go your way
But i'm glad i met you
I need to sort this out, it's gonna take time
I don't know who i was, i was so blind
Doesn't matter much what i thought or what i felt then
It won't change the fact that i was a bad friend
I was never afraid to admit i was wrong
But i can't confess to what i don't see
Didn't know what, but something felt off
And i can't believe that this is me
Wish i could rewind that, give you all that time back
I don't wanna die sad, thinking 'bout what i had
I could punish myself if you think that helps
I would take your place to keep you out of hell
If we're honest here, I'm not all that well
If it's getting better, i can't tell
'Cus i know in the end
We won't be friends
Baby i was wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong
Maybe i'm just not that strong at all
Baby, i was wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong
You should just move on, on, on, on, on
I'll let you go, let you go
It's what you need
'Cus we both know, we both know
It isn't me
Tell me when you get home, safe gotta go my way
But i won't forget you
(Nothing stays gold)
Tell me when you get home safe gotta go your way
But i'm glad i met you
(I know)
Tell me when you get home, safe gotta go my way
But i won't forget you
(Nothing stays gold)
Tell me when you get home safe gotta go your way
But i'm glad i met you
I know nothing stays gold