’90's Nostalgia

[Produced by 1stfrom92]

[Verse 1]
What I say is conflicted, 'cause right now I feel different
Said you wanted some distance, I'm respecting your wishes
But I'm sending this message, I hope you will accept it
No, this ain't a love letter, I still feel the regret, yet
This is proof that you bring the best out of some things and
We refuse to be abused, but you gotta admit that
With no pain, there's no gain, and I'm tryna refrain
From explaining these things in a dishonest way
I was so down prior to you coming around
In the fall, but you made it feel like summertime
Like the 4th of July, like the 10th of July
Like the date of my birth, I just felt so revived
You the coldest but you'll always be the one I admire
'Cause your boldness is so potent that it started a fire
In my soul, lost control, but that's part of your drive
When you crashed at my pad, I made sure it was right
Doing my best to make you impressed
Keeping it fresh to keep your interest
Other listeners probably wondering who this is about
I'll just say that it's a lady who's as dope as it gets

[Chorus]
You're one of a kind, a wonderful mind
Beautiful soul, heart of my life
Didn't you know It?
Didn't you know?
Didn't you know It?
Didn't you know?

[Verse 2]
I was never the victim, I know we have some issues
Why you're gone, it is simple, I popped off like a pistol
And really, I just missed you, so dismal, I dismissed you
From my mind, wish that I could rewind the time
But I can't, so I vent with these songs and rhymes
When I stressed, I started drinking, now my life declines
With each blessing, been depressed since 2009
You got me high, I was shining 'cause you're so divine
It took some time to climb, I knew that it was my
Apotheosis, I blew it, 'cause damn, I wasn't focused
Right now I'm caught in this culture, they know that I'm devoted
'Snatch the cash, live fast, no stopping', that's my slogan
Mentally decomposing, I seek to keep my soul and
I had some nasty habits, but they would never know it
Indulged in wickedness to develop a thicker skin
Now that you're gone, I bleed out and drown in my sins

[Chorus]
You're one of a kind, a wonderful mind
Beautiful soul, heart of my life
Didn't you know It?
Didn't you know?
Didn't you know It?
Didn't you know?

[Outro]
You're one of a kind, didn't you know
You're one of a kind, didn't you know
You're one of a kind, didn't you know