The song is about the suicide attempt of the interpreter (here Romina) which took place on 11.02.2018. Romina writes that she became stronger by creating the song. Through the song she wants to encourage other people who are going through the same thing not to give up, but to fight for their happine...
[Songtext zu „9:40pm“]
[Intro]
Today I lost myself again
All I feel is that same old pain
[Verse 1]
Every day I wake up with the same pain
All this thoughts they're slowly killing my brain
Travel 'round late at night and I can't hide
What I want and what I do it's the same fight
I can't explain what I feel today
They all just say it will be okay
I know that I can't do that shit
Someday I'll know I'll quit
[Chorus]
Today I lost myself again
All I feel is this same old pain
And I know that I can't do that shit
Someday I'll know I'll quit
[Verse 2]
One day I lost all my hope
I got this pills and put them in my throat
Later I found me in a hospital
Not everything was okay anatomical
Now I’m writing my story on this paper
Instead of putting my arm to this razor
Maybe gather time to change my life
But now it’s time to stay alive
[Chorus]
Someday I'll find myself again even if I
Still feel this same old pain
I know that I can’t to that shit
Today I swear I’ll never quit
[Chorus]
Someday I'll find myself again even if I
Still feel this same old pain
I know that I can’t to that shit
Today I swear I’ll never quit
9:40pm was written by Romina.
9:40pm was produced by Noah Umali.