I go through the motions
You roll up a joint
If something didn’t click I’d be feeling blue
She told me that I’m useless – say baby what’s the point
How can I still trust that she’s something new
Words don’t scratch the surface
[?] Up to my tongue
My scars need time for healing
It’s mostly cause my lungs
You still have an ego
I’m still just a bitch
I’m still just a bitch
I feel like things are worsening
My bloody bless is curling
You look so deep I’m surfacing
I lurch - my stomach’s turning
Think of the past I'm circling
Of all the love I’m worshiping
I’m drowning and gurgling
It can’t get worse from here
They’re not the same
(They’re not the same)
They’re not the same
(They’re not the same)
… as you, it can’t be true
They’re not the same
(They’re not the same)
They’re not the same
(They’re not the same)
So why’s my brain…
Stuck
If you saw me
You did it
I’m different
Persistent
I’m driven
And not about to look back
The gears and
The pistons
Are grinding
Just listen
My heart stays…
Stuck
I go through the motions
You roll up a joint
If something didn’t click I’d be feeling blue
She told me that I’m useless – say baby what’s the point
How can I still trust that she’s something new
Words don’t scratch the surface
[?] Up to my tongue
My scars need time for healing
It’s mostly cause my lungs
You still have an ego
I’m still just a bitch
I’m still just a bitch
As I was saying
54320 - Just how high this plane can go
Pressure makes it explode
Hello Hello Hello
I feel like things are worsening
Hold you back from breaking things
You know I don’t wanna be your [?] but i gotta be
Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush
Come on I’ve been in love with you
Cause there's daisies in my head
And you ignite them in my head
I gotta I think my soul has grown up
But now my heart is that
Yeah I saw you in my dreams but I bet I’m imagining you