53 Hours

How old are you supposed to be
When you start giving things up?
When do phrases like "Coming clean"
Become the ones you use too much?

A brain that's slightly tainted
Or a predecessor to decay
And now that I'm used to it
Is there any other way to relax?

Disappointed in myself
So disappointed in everyone else
But without that convenient haze
These hours just go on for days

And it doesn't even matter what I'm taking off everyone else
It's faking it
Just as long as I'm not there
And you'll be seeing monsters in the sky
Would anyone really call that high?
I just need to get
Away
Away
From here

And I'm so disappointed in myself
So disappointed in everyone else
But without that convenient haze
These hours just go on for days

I can't think straight
My brain leaks now
Nothing to say
There's no wit left
Uninspiring
I am boring
I am boring
I am boring

And now I'm [?]with a bottle of wine
And tainted by something unkind
I wish I was as strong as you
I wish I was as strong as you
I wish I was as strong as you
I wish I was as strong as you

And I'm so disappointed in myself
So disappointed in everyone else
But without that convenient haze
These hours just go on for days

I wish I was as strong as you
I wish I was as strong as you
I wish I was as strong as you
I wish I was as strong as you