5/17

[Verse 1]

How do I speak this

I see that he freed himself

I think this music shit is crazy
Let it speak for itself

I think we need to learn to notice when these people need help

And not just shrug it off our backs
Cause we got problems ourselves

Cause 17’s too young to die another soul the wind can carry

Didn’t even get the time to see the life we had to bury

Really shameful how the world turns and some people fall off of it

Seen the pain bunch up inside but we don’t know how to stop the spread

Popped a pill for the pain and it’s gone

Still don’t see the light I hope I see the day that it comes

Wonder when it gets better
I felt the pain but no love

And when the pills go down my throat feels like I’m aiming a gun

Cause I ain’t runnin no more

I ain’t tryna find a place to bring me comfort no more

I just want a better life I turn the lock on my door and I try to find that life I need to find that life I’m sorry for this

I try to write away my sorrows

Still in shock about the incident

Find a way to swallow pain and try to help cause truthfully

I feel I could’ve helped

I heard the cries
And that’s what bruises me

They say no one cares till you die and you dyin has proved it to me

Saw my phone people asking me if it’s true what he did

While I’m at work that’s not the way to find your losing a friend

I’ve been through this before pils popped floor cold that’s

It’s been a month since I ain’t seen you

Would’ve never thought last time I dropped you off

I’d have to see a casket with your name on it

Them gold letters don’t do you justice

And them shoes that you gave me won’t ever be kickin buckets

Your name will live on through all of us

Know you saw the light at the end

And Gary I promise that Were all Gon see you again

It’s a lot of shit to handle
But it’s worth it at the end

So till then

5.17