4teen (unmixed)

Watching things I wish I'd never seen (I'm okay)
Hoping someday you'd call me (Said today)
To tell me that you love me
Show me that you need me
It's too late to say sorry
Cause you'll never forgive me (I'll never be alright)

I miss you though but I'm so dumb
I fall too fast it's cause I'm young
I never learned my rights from wrong
I'm bad at life wish I was gone

Losing everything I love
No happy face, I'm washing up
I wish I could go back in time
To save myself to make things fine

Now it's time to say goodbye
And I, I'll sing a lullaby
Let me return the favor why would I
You left me here to die

(Can you please just let me go?)

And now my heads a fucking mess
I can't wake up I'm too depressed
The color has been stripped away
All I can see is black and grey

Fuck it if I end it all
Who knows? It might be worth the fall
I wanna find a place to be
I wish that I could be happy

I wish that I could be happy
I wish that I could be happy

And now I'm fucking dead inside
I'm sorry mom I swear I tried
I wish I could go back in time
To save myself to make things fine

And now I'm fucking dead inside
I'm sorry dad I swear I tried
I wish I'd find a place to be
I wish I could make you happy

Outro:
(Now its time to say goodbye) Goodbye
(Now ill sing a lullaby) At night
(Let me return the favor why)Why would I
(Would I, you left me here to die)