4eva Lonely

[Verse 1]
Staring at the ceiling like I'm staring at my feelings
That's pretty much how the night goes
It's 4am my alarm's at 6 the only thing out is the lights tho
Cause when I close my eyes all I see is this
Painting a picture of what we could've been
And if I call now I might tell you everything you wanna hear
So I guess it's best I shouldn't and
I don't know where to start
Love might be the name
It's not in your heart
So it won't be the same
Everything you said, said it for the mood
Only cause I care no less than more than you
Tryna work it out
Keep it to my self
Don't want nobody new, don't want nobody else
Yeah well its a sad fucking story
Did I mention I was only going fishing but now I'm

[Hook]
Floating down a current I can't go against
And I've been falling in your paper kisses ever since
And at first I was thinking straight but now my mind is bent
I wanna tell you how it feels but its just too intense besides
That's not the world we live in where we get what we want
Cause that would be crazy so I'm forever lonely

[Verse 2]
And you told me that even after all of this we'd be homies
Did you believe it, when you said it?
Cause its embedded
Like "Yeah I know it's dead and all but you can still keep it"
Cool
This was just a bunch of shit with a beautiful tint
When I be heated I be needin my usual vent
And I don't need nobody playing the messenger end
The pros and cons of having too many mutual friends
Got somebody new? I don't wanna know
Always take it there, where I don't wanna go
Wanna brush it off, keep it off or good
Take another chance, to hurt me cause you could
Time is nothing new, but I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna play, but I can't end the game
Yeah well its a sad fucking story
Did I mention I was only going fishing but now I'm

[Hook]
Floating down a current I can't go against
And I've been falling for in paper kisses ever since
And at first I was thinking straight but now my mind is bent
I wanna tell you how it feels but its just too intense besides
That's not the world we live in where we get what we want
Cause that would be crazy so I'm forever lonely

[Bridge]
All I wanna do is go to sleep
Turn the lights down
I'm so over with it all
If I could close my eyes for a second
But everything's on
The fuck is going on?

[Outro]
Call me just to ignore it yeah I'm for it
And just maybe I might call back
Fucking stress maybe I should delete these old texts
But I can't what you call that?
Sometimes I get to wonder maybe it was just for the summer
But shit is over I should fall back
With all this damage its hard to take all this baggage but if its you I want it all back
Twisted