4am

I dont even know who the fuck i am anymore
I read that text 4am and my phone hit the floor
U messaged me recently
Saying you like all my music
And how your so proud of me
Like “how do you do this?”
You never showed an interest before
So surely you’re not on your bullshit
Or atleast so i thought

So we called for two hours
I showed you all my songs
It went good and not sour
So i assumed somethings wrong
Just tell me what the problem is
Tell me all your issues
Cause if your saying that its me
Im guarenteeing that its just you
I was doing finе
Before you came into my lifе
Now u fucked it all up
With those u up texts at night
But ive been here before
Now its 4am
Im staring at my wall
Im just laying in bed
Wishing i was dead
Cause everything you said
Stays inside my head