[Verse 1]
Music from downstairs, your hands in my hair
In a bathroom that I don't know
Body to body, you tell me you want me
And think you could call me home
[Pre-Chorus]
And we're almost there
And I let myself, I let myself forget
That you're there with somebody else
[Chorus]
Cause you only want me at four in the morning
A couple of drinks and that's when you come running
Spend your days inside, but you come out every night
And you love me hardest alone in the darkness
With no one around us, you're finally honest
Spend your days inside, but you come out every night
Eating me out when you've got food at home
You're stripping me bare like meat off the bone
Trying me on just to get yourself off
Then you're back in his bed just as soon as we're done
I know that it's wrong but he's got what I want
So the guilt is all gone when she calls me the one
Yeah, I'm still waiting for the moment to come
But she swears that she's mine from the arms of her love
[Verse 2]
You want me in secret and I have to keep it
Cause I know it's hard for you
So I take what I can, a slight touch of your hand
And hide what you put me through
[Pre-Chorus]
We were almost there
And I let myself, I let myself forget
That you're there with somebody else
[Chorus]
Cause you only want me at four in the morning
A couple of drinks and that's when you come running
Spend your days inside, but you come out every night
And you love me hardest alone in the darkness
With no one around us, you're finally honest
Spend your days inside, but you come out every night
Eating me out when you've got food at home
You're stripping me bare like meat off the bone
Trying me on just to get yourself off
Then you're back in his bed just as soon as we're done
I know that it's wrong but he's got what I want
So the guilt is all gone when she calls me the one
Yeah, I'm still waiting for the moment to come
But she swears that she's mine from the arms of her love
4am (Back in His Bed) was written by CATTY (UK) & Juliette Edward & Nathan Challinor.
4am (Back in His Bed) was produced by Nathan Challinor.
CATTY (UK) released 4am (Back in His Bed) on Fri Sep 05 2025.
I wrote 4am about being someone’s little play thing while she figured out if she liked her boyfriend or not. I’ve since realised this may be bit of a lesbian right of passage. Why have so many of us experienced this? And why does it make us feel good about ourselves to hear “I don’t like women but I...