40 Days n 40 Nights

[Verse 1: Mariah the Scientist]
I'll put a hundred miles on the AMG tonight
And take it anywhere but home
Scent lingering all on my clothes
I turn the ringer on my phone off
I’ll give you your distance
If you've already made a commitment to be someone else's
I must respect it
Though I’d be lying if I said I didn't want you to myself
When you look me in my eyes and tell me that it's mine
I made them sacrifices
Spent forty days and forty nights withdrawing from ecstasy
Gave you what was left of mе
Baby, it's hard enough learning to let you go
Can't imaginе teachin' someone else how
Hate the fact I can't leave you alone
Tired of lying to myself 'bout this
Feeling that never dies now
Every night when I’m on my own
Only thing thats living in my mind
Every time I was ever told not to get my feelings intertwined
I should’ve listened
Now I'm here missing you

[Verse 2: Vory, Vory & Mariah the Scientist, Mariah the Scientist]
It’s been a while, baby girl, I been out the way
I been tryna' set things here straight
I got opp niggas too close to where I stay
And my brainwaves going 80 88
Baby, how come you never check on me?
How come you the first thing on my mind when I'm lonely?
I lost my lover and my homie
Oh, baby, hold me
You took the time to open up with all your scars and insecurities
But I wasn't ready for it
I took the time to learn your body
So I fucked you like nobody ever did
And you wasn’t ready for it
Top floor penthoouse on Miami Balconies
Does that bring back all your memories?
Is that the only way you remember me?
Oh, baby (Baby)
Hunnid miles on the Wraith just so we can fuck again (Yeah)
All because of you, I can't love again
Do you ever think about what you did to me? (Did to me)
Yeah, spiritually and mentally
Oh, baby, I fell in love with someone who was in love with someone else
I'm cutting ties with everybody who ain't good for my health (Shit)
I ain't even good for myself these days
Oh, baby, oh, baby, oh, baby
I ain't even good, good for myself