3am

I lay awake at night
'Cause I don't feel alright
I'm not gonna get any better
Not now, not fucking ever
So I curl up into a ball
Try to forget who I am at all
Then I'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and I'm sad again
I just want this pain to come to an end

Tears start to fill my eyes
No one is here to see me cry
Oh why do I deserve this?
I feel so fucking worthless
Nobody lies by my side
Can't see the hell I try to hide
As I sleep inside my cell I dream of suicide