39

I'm going through the different
Stages of my age
As if I'm feeling older now
Than I was yesterday
Making sense of past events just
Seems absurd
Some memories have disappeared
Some others are a blur

I wonder what it takes
To take some pride
In something that's so easily
Lost in time
And I would tell you all
That's on my mind
If only I could lie
If only I could lie

I was into whatever coming up my
Way
And looking back I guess I didn't get
The part I played
Still all those years have never made
Me lose that spark
And if you care I will be there to hold
Onto your arms

I don't know where I am at 39
And it could take a moment to arrive
But it might help me to figure out
What it's all about
What it's all about

I'm grateful for the reasons
I still feel alive
But nervous in the purposes made
Over time
But I think I'll survive
I think I'll survive

This is for the unexpected passersby
This is for the ones that sweetened
Up my life
I'm sure we'll survive
I'm sure we'll survive