32 Degrees II

[Intro]
Look

[Verse 1]
At 18, a 38 was pressed against my temple
I'm tempted to talk about my suicide attempt
And I ain’t even sorry that I tried, sorry that I tried
'Cause I failed another time so I'll try some other time, so I did
At 20, while some say I’m gettin' big
October 23rd, I'm plottin' suicide again
Relationship with you means isolation from my friends
And you fuckin' broke my heart to let me saying and I ain't shit
What the fuck!
If you don't know the story, ask me
If you wasn't at the start when I was making Nasty
If you never bought a ticket, never streamed a single song
Don’t bandwagon jump when I signed to Packy

[Chorus]
I try to impress you
I try to hold you just
I try to impress you
I try to hold you just

[Verse 2]
When I speak about the struggle, they tell me it sound the same
When I try to switch the topic, they quick to tell me I changed
Live in those conditions made me the man I am today
It’s hard to write about the shit I know I can't erase
I’m revisitin' my past shit (Past shit)
I wish I woulda made it before I turned, fuck it
But I'm better off than last year
Back account is six months from lookin' like a stickup
From back in the day, robbin’ the cashier
You know how it feel to be broke
Never knowin' where your next meal's comin'
So you stealin' from the store (Store)
You know how it feel (Feel)
To watch somebody die, don't you ever try to tell me that I lied
If I told you about my life, then you wouldn't believe me
Government assisted try and break the system, it ain't easy
That's why so many of us end up living how we live
And the peak is when a eulogy is posted on a TV, what the fuck
It is what it is
I can't blame my mama, she was raisin' two kids
Goin' back to school and doin' it for us, tryna live
And I took it all for granted, tryna make it in this biz, 32

[Outro]
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