30 For 30 Freestyle: Day 5

I got problems gettin’ close to people
So I gravitate to lonely people
Who stay awake at night to feel like they the only people
Don’t trust a soul ‘cause all the men I always known were evil
There wasn’t kisses in my home, my father only beat us
I remember breakin’ up my parents’ fightin’
Other kids are scared of lightnin’
I was starin’ at the sirens of the cop cars
That pulled up to the crib before they got divorced
And mama took his ass to court ‘cause he ain’t pay no child support
But movin’ forward, my relationships with women suffered
And affection after sex just left me feelin’ smothered
The only one I ever loved, we almost killed each other
But we both were broken man, we shoulda fuckin’ healed each other
‘Cause she was damaged, I was damaged too
And I found a home with her but treated it like I was passin’ through
What’s a man to do when love make him uncomfortable?
You opened up your arms to me and all I did was run from you