3 x 40mg Fluoxetine

I feel so happy
I feel so free
I can't stop smiling
At the beauty of everything

The sun is shining
The seas whispering
To flowers of perfection
And every living thing

Embrace all the world around me
I want to experience everything
To cherish every minute
And all that life will bring

Everything is perfect
I'm having so much fun
All the friendly smiles
I'm so in love with everyone

What a magic moment
What a lovely day
I feel so much pleasure
I feel happy in every way

I want to snuggle with a puppy
And see paris in the spring
And light some scented candles
I'm so in love with everything

Look at all the happy people
With all their friendly smiles
Everything is awesome
I'll just absorb that for a while

But now i'm feeling dizzy
And my vision starts to fade
I'm seeing strobe lights
And i'm hearing sounds delayed

I cut my wrist the wrong direction
And i throw up every day
I hate everything about me
Every day is a doomsday

Everybody wants to rape me
I'm dead deep down inside
I'll walk into the traffic
Every day is suicide

The feeling never leaves me
Life is hell, i am in hell
I am completely broken
All that's left is just a shell

Smash my face into the mirror
Swallowing little pieces of glass
I'll run the hose into my vehicle
Inhaling the poison gas

I'll walk down the darkest alleys
And hope someone will make me die
I don't care, i don't fucking care
I won't even say goodbye

My life and all my memories
Are going down into a hole
To be completely forgotten
And spare me the lies about the human soul

I'm gonna buy a machine gun
And take it to the grocery store
And show you all what really matters
And blow my brains out all over the bodies on the floor