3 White Pills & A Bottle of NyQuil (prod. by Swizzy Mac) [Never Switch 2012].
Lil Switch encountered the fear of losing one of his close friends when he read a goodbye suicide note on the friend’s blog. The blog was titled “3 White Pills & A Bottle of NyQuil”. Using what he read in the note...
It's not worth it man...
Three white pills & a bottle of NyQuil, swallow
Just to make it all feel still and hollow
Eliminate tomorrow, battling the sorrow
’bout to blow like Apollo, why is it that I don’t follow
A simple blueprint, normal footprints
Dear Lord tell me why don’t these shoes fit
Feeling like day to day I just chew shit
Mama don’t cry, I didn't choose this
Lies, that what truth is
Dreams feel so useless,so it wouldn't take much for me to do this
Ruthless, gosh the world is so clueless
Yeah I ain't perfect but fuck tell me who is?!
And today’s news is...whatever
Why love when they say nothing lasts forever?
Blade in my hand trying to figure what to sever
I want to grab this moment and make it last for never
You can call me Andre ‘cause I’m an outcast
White pill for the pain, for memories a shot glass
Close my eyes for a second let my thoughts pass
Another white pill trying to make the clock fast
The third, just to try to make my mind crash
I’m a malfunction to you, a worthless mass
Life in the trash, Me and the world clash
Me against the universe, and God’s wrath
I’m from the side where the grass is grayer
All I ask for is understanding and prayer
Push cap and twist, put it to my lips
NyQuil will put me to sleep, maybe I’ll wake and not exist...
Maybe I’ll wake and not exist...
3 white pills and a bottle of NyQuil, put me to sleep forever that’s how I feel...
Pills and a bottle of NyQuil, put me to sleep forever that’s how I feel...