This song I started writing a few months after October 1st 2016. I wanted to drop this song but on October 1st 2018 since the tape wasn’t finished but I didn’t finish mixing and mastering. I decided to cut the song into 3 parts leading up the album. This song is about me telling Jez somethings Id...
[Intro]
R.I.P. Jez man
You know, it's been two years without you man
Shits been tuff man
I was supposed to drop a tape for you this year
October 1st
Shit just didn't pan out man
On God imma drop the hardest tape for you next year
This is for your two year marker
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[Verse]
R.I.P Jez man I can’t live without you
My boys kept me up 116 mans it’s all tru
2 years later man you should how much I grew
Not even an inch but my brain caught the smarts flu
Shits fucked wit da fham eatin’ one meal a day
Sometimes it feels like every other day
Workin’ dem night I be out wit da K
I be dyin’ inside but I keep smilin’ like hey
Sellin’ dem pack gotta stop dat today
Say that everytime but I dream of that K
One day legit job for me to make pay
And not blood money man that gon make me see grey
And I’m failin’ in chem like I’m new I’m a tourist
I can’t draw for shit I be talkin’ bout Lewis
No Juice WRLD, can’t find luv, my dreams they be lucid
And I stopped goin’ to church thought my heart was the purest
I wasn’t feelin’ bless
Up in school failin’ tests
My niggas said drop out get rich n bless the trap
Smokin’ blunts to relax
Dropped my first track "Starp"
I be grizzlin’ racks
Makin’ harder fuckin’ tracks
You was rollin’ everyday
Even rolled one fo me
Smoke dat gas numb my pain set me free
Saw you pick up keep goin’
Then the real you start showin’
So you roll up again, grass gon, you kept mowin’
You would stay lowkey
Nun you wouldn’t do for me
You tried to end 88s by ur ones why you flee
They shot you right in front of me
That shit left a nigga traumatized
Now I’m out my feels from a homicide
Never root for da wrong side
And I kno my niggas they down to ride
Stay in line our rules abide
On my 116 until I dye
Tinted whips you kno to hide
Thought I was cool cuz Gods on my side
But the shit I was doin’ wasn't righteous in Gods eyes
And I couldn’t thru it Ray Charles I can’t see
Just got suspended for shit that set me free
Had switch blades, bare loud, shrooms, xans all up on me
And I wanna be Souled Out wanna see 20/20
[Outro]
R.I.P. Jez man
You know, 2yRIPJL man
IMO comin' soon
Late Late comin’ soon
3yRIPJL comin’ soon
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