2Much Cypher

Sometimes I just say too much
Most of the time never say enough
And all I really knew is that I felt alive
In my final year when I’d raise a cup
To my lips take a swig, when I mix in a drink
With a coke and a fizz, shit got me high
All it did was just make it worse
When I fell to Earth from that cloudy sky
People they said I was in the wrong
Like they really thought that I didn’t know
All I wanted was some love from friends
That would understand that I felt alone
I was feeling my confidence drifting away, yeah
Watching my bitterness grow
So they would just keep me at bay
I Thought I was a good friend guess not
Thought it wasn’t good then guess what?
It would only get worse, no faith
Didn’t feel no love, just hate
Suicide notes on an iPhone Screen
When I would sleep I just wanted to scream
The type of a feeling a rhyme couldn’t scheme
Nothing but emptiness when I would dream
Now I’m in a new place, with a new mind
With a new grind, with a few rhymes
Hitting new primes, I produce times
With a few smiles, when I do a freestyle, yeah
In a search for answers, with a cursive stanza
Smiles would come in little bursts at random
But now I think that found my peace
Hip hop saved my life
And it gave me a way to love myself
Getting Ali Tomineek on the beats I smelt
Cuz I do too much with the card’s I’m dealt