2am in Philly

[Intro]
Jus O
Philly
Yo

[Verse]
Tell me you love me
Look in my eyes tell me you’ll never change
Even when sunny days turn to pouring rain
I need to count on you to be the same
If nothing more no less than what you came
Been having visions of me bowing out comfortably
Cuz I’m not where I wanna be and it fucks wit me
People fake to love what’s become of me
Barely fuck wit me
Rumors I had overheard stuck wit me and my company
Mouths say what they want for me
Eyes tell what they want from me
Knowing they need me and I don’t need them always comforts me
Knowing if I showed them these magic tricks they would come for me
A lad in a world tryna snatch the carpet from under me
Knowing that the God that you think is Genie will cover me
Busy working like a nurse
I was never fond of patience
I was tryna find my purp
Threw my heart onto my sleeve
And stopped putting on that shirt
I was playing way too cool
Cuz I was tryna hide my hurt
But I’m silent though
Still been keeping composure so that a smile will show
Decompressing depression that’s astronomical
Praying I can change a few lives before it’s time to go
Time will show who really stacking up like it’s a dominos
For my people I’m down to go to war like Geronimo
Meeting competition in person is always comical
Little nigga keep him a uzi just for the drama tho
Keeping in touch but still socially distant
Pride won’t even let me at my ex over a mention
Even though in these times I pray for her wisdom
But this birds view of mine let’s me track her ascension
Just my way of saying I’m way too jaded for tension
I probably self destruct when I find a match like I’m TNT
I’m working on a book it’s called the life and times of being me
Until then my pinky up Cabernet phone on dnd

[Outro]
But I'm still silent though
Jus O