28 Days Since

28 days without the knife to the wrist
28 days since the time i been pissed
My watch be going tick-tock, fuck off, clock off
Wake up every morning knowing it's the same knock off
28 days since the time i apologised
28 days it's been since the truth turn into lies
My mind been getting turned off, tricked on, pissed on
All these motherfuckers think my mind's a game of ping pong

Lemme tell you all a story about the 9 times I fell, I shed my sorrow
My lively elements became so extinct honestly i just don't want to wake up tomorrow
No i don't wanna be out socializing, but I do find isolating appetizing
I'm too busy contemplating, underestimating the voices that lay deep inside me
A hand to hold, a heart gone cold, red gone black, love to stone
I was told that there was help all around of me, guess it was the voices trapped deep inside of me
Say whatever being anonymous with untold facts on why you fucking dare to do this
Trying to satisfy your so called friends, so they all become clueless
Your mission seem to be wipe out humanity all just for your satisfaction
Well my friend it's clear to see, i tie the noose to end world disatisfaction

28 days without the knife to the wrist
28 days since the time i been pissed
My watch be going tick-tock, fuck off, clock off
Wake up every morning knowing it's the same knock off
28 days since the time i apologised
28 days it's been since the truth turn into lies
My mind been getting turned off, tricked on, pissed on
All these motherfuckers think my mind's a game of ping pong

Need Help? Call a suicide hotline
I've been told that every day every night time, never going to fucking help me in a lifetime, i'd make a Better use breaking my caudal spine
Here take some anti-depressants, they'll make you feel better
Round teenager nonsense, i'm sorry but never
They're pointless like me that is right from the knife
So why bother surviving when i could go die!
Right.. someone gimme reasons i should be here when my face deforming from the punches i receiving
On a daily basis in my places i might cry beacuse the impact and the shearing tearing everything i cherish while i bleeding
I don't find a reason to be living in a world of torture why the fuck am i here get me out of all pointless misery.. everything's a mystery, FUCK!
Tell my mama and my sister holy fuck i'm gonna miss yous
Sure, isn't the world a better place without my presence causing all the issues..

28 days without the knife to the wrist
28 days since the time i been pissed
My watch be going tick-tock, fuck off, clock off
Wake up every morning knowing it's the same knock off
28 days since the time i apologised
28 days it's been since the truth turn into lies
My mind been getting turned off, tricked on, pissed on
All these motherfuckers think my mind's a game of ping pong

Lemme finish off this song with the way the problem solve was found
How i pushed all objections away, my career now today, lemme use all my breath to help you out
Never let em' hit you down you get back up and stand your ground
You show them who the fuck is gon' be better when they turn around
To see your name across the boards their jealousy begins to rise
Your name on stars in hollywood and most important in the skies
They want you lower than the dirt not on the face, beneath the ground
I wanna keep your head up high and walk away so fucking proud
Show no attention always tense and take a seat back on your throne
Cuz one day all those stupid motherfuckers gonna bow down low