21

[Verse 1]
21 years that I've been feeling alive
I can't ever seem to sleep through the night
I think my brain is changing and I don't know why
My friends will go out without me but I'll be just fine

[Chorus]
I've been feeling like I just can't do right by myself
Maybe it's all part of a bigger plan, I'm going crazy

[Verse 2]
Maybe I need to drink some more water this year
To stop the pounding migraine between my ears
Everyday I drink my weight in caffeine
And hope that maybe one day I'll feel seen

[Chorus]
I've been feeling like I just can't do right by myself
Maybe it's all part of a bigger plan, I'm going crazy

[Instrumental Break]

[Chorus]
I've been feeling like I just can't do right by myself
Maybe it's all part of a bigger plan, I'm going crazy (going crazy)
And all my birthdays go up in flames, but
Maybe I'll be someone someday

[Outro]
This year I'll be one more older
Next year I'll be one more closer