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I’m overwhelmed all over again by the reality that i have in truth, destroyed everything in my life. That weighs on me so heavily. I just keep thinking about how i had everything and I threw it all away. It seems like trying to build it back is an impossible task. I’m not even sure how to begin

Become one with the bugs
Lie down and invite the bugs in
The bugs have a system
Pinpoint exactly where it came from

I don’t sleep for four days and nights and the fucking bugs won’t leave me alone
Monitoring the gathering of large groups and tombstone’s
We’ve been waiting all night and i’m not really sure how we ended up here
I think i’m definitely in the wrong place, going to hell? Been here for years

Writhe around like a giant slug
Chemical dependency, why don’t you just
Stand alone with erroneous beliefs
I’m praying no one would talk to me
An indictment of parking lots
A party you don’t like involving gunshots
Naked and facedown highest to date
I tear me and half and throw it away

Look again at what you defend
Certain unfavorable aspects
All the time the liqour store
You can also restart, many are bored
What do you expect from a drunk?
Blind in a trash can. This is bottoms up
I was always talking about you
Missing a reason when you come to