2023

Sick and tired of acting like I'm ok
It's been seven fucking months
I've been stuck up inside of this place
I'm 19, tryna get on my feet at a certain pace
I look a mess, steady growing this acne all on my face
And it got me looking ugly asf
(ain't nothing change, nigga)
Been thru writer's block
And a block up inside my mental
Got nothing better to do
Than just talk on instrumentals
Bout some problems no one cares about
Well, someone cares about
Honestly I stay in my head and block out my whereabouts
Need an intervention or something
Cuz I've been having doubts
Yes I got some friends that can guide me
Thru all the ins and outs
Always choose to suffer in silence
Cuz I don't wanna bother niggas
Yes, it's stupid, but it's the way I was grown

Yeah, just a carcass on the road
An empty shell of what I used to be
Woke up to my best friend dying
Shit is hurting me
Holy shit it's 2023, it's so discouraging
Another year not doing shit
Tryna make it thru and not rely on drugs to medicate
Cutting all the snakes in the grass
I will not hesitate to snap back at a bitch ass nigga that's talking shit
Tryna call my ass a f*g
You the one that's all on my dick, bitch