2019

[Intro]
Blackedy, you're a rapper now?

[Chorus]
Pray to God, I'm knowin' he hearin' me
Gotta make a promise to myself
That God's the only one who put fear in me
I be tryna thank God everyday
I just gotta stay around him
'Cause I got some rain clouds in the way

[Post-Chorus]
I'm just tryna pursue my dream
With a solid ass girlfriend and solid ass niggas on my team
While this money and clout is cool, but it's not really all what it seems
If I'm bein' honest, man, I really wasn't fuckin' happy since 2019
Since 2019

[Verse]
I done ran outta tears, can't even cry
I'm only focused on the bread
Keep my mouth shut and my ears open
I can only peep what you said
Almost lost my dukes and niggas
They don't even know
Step outside with big grin
I got some feelings that I don't even show
Take a trip down memory lane
If I look back in my past
I feel like I only remember the pain
I can't spit off the top, the shit don't feel real
Gotta write how I'm feelin' down
Every time I think I'm doin' good, them demons
They come spinnin' back around, damn

[Interlude]
I just feel like, you know
A lot of shit happened to me in my past, and
I learned from it, it- it molded me to who I am today
But, I'm still scarred from a lot of shit, you feel me?

[Chorus]
Pray to God, I'm knowin' he hearin' me
Gotta make a promise to myself
That God's the only one who put fear in me
I be tryna thank God everyday
I just gotta stay around him
'Cause I got some rain clouds in the way

[Post-Chorus]
I'm just tryna pursue my dream
With a solid ass girlfriend and solid ass niggas on my team
While this money and clout is cool, but it's not really all what it seems
If I'm bein' honest, man, I really wasn't fuckin' happy since 2019
Since 2019