2005 barbie doll (Extended)

[Verse 1: glaive]
If the money wasn't coming
Then all the people here would leave
Do you know how hard it is to stomach
That they'll toss you out whenever they please?
I'm a commodity, an oddity
My high school friends won't talk to me
In all honesty, it's probably
'Cause I'm in a place they want to be
But it costed me almost everything

[Verse 2: glaive]
I'm so blasé about everything
'Cause I'm scared to show I'm not confident
I'm incompetent about all of this
I gave you all that I had to give
Now I'm throwing money in a spiral
'Cause we both know 'bout how it goes
We'vе heard this story many times beforе
"He was too young, he's up too much"
Now he's sleeping on a tour bus
Full of people that he don't know
After everything, he finally gets to go home

[Outro: glaive & Rebecca Gutierrez]
Alright go ahead, continue the story
So he was so obnoxious
And he's like, "Inside, leave those dogs there"
And I was like, "Okay
But will you just make sure that they don't like, jump out?"
"Just stop talking lady, I will do my job"
He's like, "They're just little dogs, just leave it alone, go inside"
So I go inside and he comes in behind me
And he's like, "Make sure she doesn't go anywhere, I'm gonna go and search her car" and I had already said to the woman, I'm like
"I'm a bit nervous 'cause my dogs are in there, what if he likes opens the door and they jump out?"
And she goes, "She's a little bit concerned about her dogs"
And he's like, "Oh, for God's sake, they're just little dogs, I'll deal with them"
And I'm not exaggerating, he goes off
And he turns back so he can make sure that I can hear it
And he goes, "I'm going to be some time"
And I'm like thinking to myself, "Oh my God, he's going to find all the drugs"
That's truly a riveting story I, um, ha-ha (I thought it was funny)
No, it's good, it's good, it's good (Yeah, whatever)
Sorry, love ya, bye

[Skit: glaive & Jeff Hazin]
At the end of the day, we only live once, yeah?
Yeah
And everybody makes mistakes
Sometimes, you just have to, like, move on, know what I mean?
And that, that's the hardest shit to do ever
Okay, I'm rolling now
Wow, you didn't need to bring the pressure in, Jeff (You scared?)
(Seriously) Alright, let's do it
I never hoped for the best
But I'd be surprised if it got any worse, I swear
I never told you the truth, I realized
That I never—
It's, "that you never cared"
I have it written as "that I," because I'm fucking—
I'm gonna watch it burn
I'm gonna watch you leave
You're gonna hit me where it hurts
I'm gonna—
And I know that you don't know this, but I'm trying every day
And I know that you won't notice, but I'm trying anyway
And I'm kinda sorta hoping that one day I'll see your face
And I'll be kinda sorta hoping that you'll tell me, "It's okay"