200 Lovesongs

Standing
Look all grown
I’m dressed to make you think I’m strong
I’ve loved you and I was alone
Wishing
I’d handle fights
By telling myself "it’s alright"
Then why am I crying at night?

That’s what I get, empty rooms and empty feelings
Letters and texts that I’m never sending
Two hundred love songs reminding me of you

I’d never get what I’m here for, why you’re cheering
What can you see that I’m not seeing
It’s been a year that I’m wondering what you do

Maybe you’ve made a point, I’m right here where I don’t belong
Then teach me what is right and wrong
'Cause all the doubts and the struggles, late night discovers
Holes in the heart but care for each other
Is it worth it?
Am I worth it?
Why?

That’s what I get, empty rooms and empty feelings
Letters and texts that I’m never sending
Two hundred love songs reminding me of you