2 o’clock

[Verse 1]
Cold in December, I'm taking in a lot
Pictures we taken are leaving my mind
Years have been fading, I got to replacing
You changing your mind, just say I'm enough
Picture a memory, leaving the energy faded away like my dreams
I'm making means without any means
I'm running low on all self-esteem

[Hook]
And now it's 2 o'clock and I'm six feet under
Pain froze when I called your number
Hear your voice and I felt your comfort
Mind tripping when you ain't responding
She telling lies to me
And she tryna make it seem like she'll never leave
But I am no longer naive
'Cause I'm insecure and soon she gon' see me-

[Verse 2]
Bleed out in my old ass closet
Better off now, in my mind, I lost it
I don't feel a thing after all I accomplished
Everybody changes and this heart turn garbage
I'm trying to make it seem like I'm not lonely, need company
Lately I'm having the vividest dreams
Falling in love and lost in the schemes
But tonight I run away and I'm not coming back
All in my mind when I'm packing my bags
Leaving the doorstep, I'm turning the corner
I'm on a bus to the past
Hey, know I mean everything said in this song
I'm at a party, I feel all alone
Sorry to crash but the pain is immaculate
Tragically fail like my lungs
This is the metaphor left
Double entendre explaining my death
How many people will I push away before I no longer have any friends or family left?
Heart turnin' cold like November
It's losing empathy, hating who I had become
I used to be so hopeful of everything
Hopeful of people that came on around
Ending my life tonight
I am concluding the chapter for all
Everyones happy when I'm at the story
It's tragic but I cannot right all my wrongs

[Hook]
And now it's 2 o'clock and I'm six feet under
Pain froze when I called your number
Hear your voice and I felt your comfort
Mind tripping when you ain't responding
She telling lies to me
And she tryna make it seem like she'll never leave
But I am no longer naive
'Cause I'm insecure and soon she gon' see me-