2 Many Friends

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[Chorus]
Got too many friends
Guess that I'ma say I made the same mistake again
I thought it would change but the outcome was identical
I hate it when you blame all of the problems on the chemicals
Condition the relationship
Don't even save it from me baby, you know I'm in state I'm in
Accuse me of bein' high when I'm sober
No communication, conversation over

[Verse]
Guess I thought that our boundaries were bigger than they were
Thought you'd be there for me but you weren't and it hurt
Told me you'd be there for me no matter what, I guess not
Guess I can't put my faith in anything except god
I got ghosted over drug-induced psychosis
How do [?] do you really think I chose this?
Really made me feel like I'm a crazy person
Now I'm paranoid, it feels like a [?]
'Cuz if you ever call me cryin' sayin' you lost your mind I'll say 'everything will be alright'
But when the roles reversed I feel like I'm cursed I just stand up alone all night
I just stand up alone all night

[Chorus]
Got too many friends
Guess that I'ma say I made the same mistake again
I thought it would change but the outcome was identical
I hate it when you blame all of the problems on the chemicals
Condition the relationship
Don't even save it from me baby, you know I'm in state I'm in
Accuse me of bein' high when I'm sober
No communication, conversation over