2:19am/ Emergency Care

{2:19am}
[x2]
2:19am
I just keep looking at my ceiling
Thinking
Maybe I can make it after all

Sad nigga hours
Had to smell the flowers
Sitting on my bed
My shoulders heavy falling backwards
This one’s for the losers
Yaw was always cooler
This is for the weirdos
Yaw my freaking heroes
There was a time when I had really hated being me
I’m dope as hell thats what these other people couldn’t see
I use to wolf alone i’m telling you that’s word to mother
And I still feel alone at least I know I got my brothas
This song is what you play at night looking at empty lights
I hope it’s something you can cherish on those empty nights
Checking ya phone at 2am you wanna text back
Got left on read at 10pm it’s time ta face facts
Nice guys come in last that’s what they say
But tables turn cuz look at this shit man I’m hitting plays
To all the girls who did me dirty no don’t resent you
I hope that new nigga you wit ain’t tryna kiss and dip you
And I’ll be honest when they fuck me up it make me stronger
Instead of crying I just boss up and start going harder
This song was made for you but really it was made for me
Cuz fuck these niggas they don’t get to say what Ima be
And this the credits but just hold off on the clapping please
Cuz I ain’t triumph I’m just tryna live a nerdy dream
I’m on the ground
The bullies then had put me down
But only blood can hold the crown
And I got that shits what I found
So now I’m riding through the town
And they be tryna shut me down
But now we go a couple rounds
Cuz I got heart like 7 pounds
I can’t be quitting fuck a towel
I’d rather drip than kneel and bow
I can’t let no one stop me now
I’m awkward awesome
All these haters had to off em
I’m so ill I get the coughing
I enjoy it fuck a lozenge
Hitting tricks like I’m a dolphin
Now I’m up and adam dogging
This for people feeling lost
Look I am too but I unlocked
A deeper feeling to my thoughts
To tell myself that Ima boss
And can’t nobody say I’m not
I give no power to my ops
But if you listening you rock
I think you awesome out the socks
Because of who you are
You don’t gotta make em like you
Learn to like yourself
When ya life is what you make it
Futures bright as hell
You just gotta be amazing

[x2]
2:19am
Maybe I’ll be fine
2:19am
Maybe I’ll be good
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{Emergency Care}