1st

Why am I the one who has to turn and walk away
All of this time letting you have your way
You would erase all these years in just one day
Don't let me go like this
Don't let me hurt like this

I missed the part where this was my fault
I blinked at the scene where I had a cold heart
Don't choose someone over me and let me rust
I deserve you the most because I was here first
I was here first

Why am I the one who has to quit and start all over
I worked too hard to keep distance and not hover
I wanted to be there for you, I wanted to get closer
Was I wrong to think I was being a good lover

I missed the part where this was my fault
I blinked at the scene where I had a cold heart
Don't choose someone over me and let me rust
I deserve you the most because I was here first
I was here first

I feel it
Needles in my soul
I'll never let go
I feel it
Needles in my soul
I'll never let go
I feel it
Needles in my soul
I'll never let go (i'll never let go)