1ARDA

[Verse]
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I was with Miles and JoJo back then, doing free shows in Camden
Not everyone that I call bro is mandem, let's have an understanding
My day one friends think I'm with celebs now 'cause I got one-two fandem
These times I've been at home on Gmail, picking out beats at random
Yeah, I don't want to leave this house
Huffing and puffing as if I'm the big bad wolf, let me weed this out
Stubborn as fuck, I’ll die on my feet before I get kneeling down
A ting told me that I’m meady at rapping
I said let me see this out
Let me see this through
I went to a brand ting and I felt fakeness, let me leave this room
If I know one thing then I know trust in your gut, that feeling's true
PTSD from having no grub, that's why I'm still freezing food
Yeah, still on my P's and Q’s
Plotting out genius moves
I went through a mad ting and I asked Jesus
Why only Jesus knew
My girl told me that I better slow down, but I don't see a reason to
I don't see a reason to
Yeah, I've been focused, got my head down
I don’t ask for their help 'cah back when I did, that’s when I got let down
But when they ask for me, man sped round
Talk ain't cheap, if you said what you said back then, I don't care what you said now
I know man that was wasting the bread, but they're needing the bread now
You ain't acting your wage or your big, big age and I can't get my head 'round it
Cosplaying in Tape, one bottle, but mandem though, you got ten 'round it
Less is more and there's too many man in your crew if you're head counting
Rod's really my nigga, I saw how he acted once when I bled round him
My gut said there's a leak in the camp
So I tailored the things that I said 'round him
Then I wait for the info that came back
And when it came back, it was a next scalping
My young boy try play me
'Cause I got a big heart and I was generous once
He tried running the guilt trip
And he got a clip round the ear like President Trump
I gotta move and shake for the funds
But staying at home, I would much rather
I'm Jordy, not Jordan, when I'm outside
But when I'm at yard, I'm a godfather
Called up my Broski in Glen Parva
And I told him I loved him, he said lava
Yeah...
That's why these days it's just a one-arda
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