1990 something

[Verse]

Check, ok, look I think I finally got my problems out
It's been a minute so just tell me what you've been about

Rip it with the 40 I take that shit out with knives and guns
It's family business so you know we going out with ones

I think I'm scared of myself, I'm tryna be more
Started from the bottom, now I'm going out like Seymour

In other words I'm crazy I spit it like an M-80
My mafia connections got me set up like I'm Jay-Z

All these other rappers wack they don't understand that I'm being nice
I played the game I know your full of shit but It's aight

I know that Hip-Hop isn't all about the answer
And I know that real music ain't about being gangster

It's about еverybody, bringing shit out to the peoplе
Thats a word to Mac Miller Nipsey Hussle and my people

A lot of fans always ask me why I'm stuck in my ways
And I think it's because I'm corny I grew up watching FaZe

Everything is bankroll shit is gimme, gimme, gimme
When it needs to be support I made a promise to my city

Like I really fucking hate it I'm broke and I gotta pay for shows
But its part of life the highs will counter act the lows

So just listen you know I'm sorry I haven't been around
I had to leave to figure out who made the cap and gown

And I've been on my own, and you've been on your phone
Trying figure out the moment that we really felt alone

But it's ok cause we're not made of the demons
And we're not all the monsters that we see in the seasons

We're just people and we're special to know that "Somebody loves me"
It took me 20 years to see that beautiful is ugly

So to every girl who's out feeling scared without your make up
You're beautiful and never let the world say your made up

Cause life is only really half as bad as we say
And your heart is the real reason why I'm choosing to stay

You know it started like a mark, I felt the spark in the dark
Cause whats beautiful is whats deep inside your heart

You're a shining star and everything that's great about the summer
You've got a heart of gold and smile like your mother

I just, wanna show you that life can be the next to go
Cause every time we fall in love we get the chance to grow

So just take my hand, lets get out Peter Pan
You and me together we can run this shit Azkaban

And I don't even wanna think about tomorrow
I'm pouring out my feelings throwing shit up out this henny bottle

Like Aristotle, I'm going full throttle
I'm leaning into kiss you when I start to feel my world debacle