19 (hurry)

I'm 19 years old
And I'm a girl living alone
If I could've had decided
I would've gone years ago
Always dreamed about

Big city lights
Big city streets
Big city bus
Big city sky
Big city heart
Being everything I want

"You gotta hurry to be stronger
Hurry to be better
Hurry to be wiser
You gotta hurry to run faster
Hurry to be smarter
Hurry to be better"

I'm 19 years old
I feel the pressure I am too old
Fuck, if I could've been able
I would live with my own money but no
I don't have a real job

Mum, Dad, they say
"Find your own way
It's almost too late
You should go and study
Like Chemistry
Philosophy"
But no, that's not me

I gotta hurry to be stronger
Hurry to be better
Hurry to be wiser
I gotta hurry to run faster
Hurry to be smarter
Hurry to be better

When you call me
You always tell me that
You can't go on like this
Am I a weight or do you miss me at all?
Cause I don't feel so
No I don't feel so
I need love
I need love