19

[Verse 1]
I'm stuck in my mind but thats easy to tell
I can tell you I'm fine and I need no one else
But I know thats a lie
Just a life of a teen
Broken hearts to remind me keep chasing my dreams
Cause I'm not getting any younger
I just turned 19
Gave up on the love of my life because she didn't really love me
Like why does my life gotta be so confusing
I don't know whats wrong
Why my mind be the issue?
I know I'm depressed so I vent through my music
I'm holding this gun right up to my temple
I hope theres a heaven, I hope that its bliss
But I probably won't go, I don't think it exist
Let the time pass me by
In my head I hear ticks
Cause I'm fighting my clock till I see the obess

[Chorus]
Cause I'm 19, 19 ya [2x]
Im chasing my dreams ya
Ya I'm fighting you'll see
Cause I'm 19, 19 ya (2x)

[Verse 2]
I'm feeling behind in life
Never growing up or fall in line though
I failed like a hundred times but no 9-5 is getting my soul
Just gotta be patience and put in the work
But theres no guarantees I just hope that this works
Cause I do this for me
Ya I do this me
I be chasing my dreams
Don't mind if it hurts
Cause I'm only 19
And I know that Im young
Life hasn't begun
And I know my direction when no one else does
And I'm still growing up while I'm chasing a buzz
And its feeling like, AYE!
I'm feeling some pain
Doubt lingers again
And I'm feeling afraid cause I don't know the future
Just hope theres success, I be running right to it

[Chorus]
Cause I'm 19, 19 ya [2x]
Im chasing my dreams ya
Ya I'm fighting you'll see
Cause I'm 19, 19 ya (2x)