[Verse 1]
There is something hanging over me
It always keeps coming around when I'll be
Getting high and being drunk
I get so fucked up, don't know I've had enough when
Everything starts going down
And it just gets worse if I let my pride out
Should've quit when I'm ahead
Yet here I am all wasted
[Chorus 1]
Everything that I am
I can't imagine me not being
If only what I need
Do I stay or do I give in where you want me?
[Verse 2]
There is something in me needing this
Is my head so thick that I won't give in an inch?
I spend my weekends throwing up
'Cause I'm so hung up on entry level drugs
I know that I am giving in
To the things I think are who I am
I hope that I may realize
I am disillusioned by this
[Bridge]
And the drugs go around
I over indulge
Do I drink so much
So I won't grow
[Chorus 2]
Everything that I am
I can't imagine me not being
If only what I find
Is this what you had in mind?
But in the end it seems
The way I find myself he listens
If you can still believe in me
I'll give you my best
[Outro]
Be aware that I am down for
Giving up these things I do in life
That make the going rough
I know that you can see I love you very much
I hope that I can change
If you would only help me