16 (I’m Fine How r u????)

I feel like I’m 16 again, youth fades but I still hate myself
Apathy’s eating me alive, I’m locked in my room
But unlike other days, where I wanted to die
I’m only comfortable with no one around
But if you ask me, everything’s alright
Just leave me alone, It’s fine like that

I’m painting places I’m afraid to go to
Dreaming about loving someone that’s not me
Stressing over the mirror’s reflection
With no one to help me relieve the tеnsion
I feel like the iron rust
Despеrately seeking for someone to trust
But don’t come too close, or I’ll cut your hand
Just leave me alone, It’s fine like that