15-17 Months

It must be love
Cause I miss you more than myself
On days when I can't get up
It's clear that I have nothing figured out
But there's a spark still in my mind
And I knew that it was you this whole time
It must be love because it's killing me
And still keeping me alive

I heard it takes 15-17 months to get over
And forget the pain
Or it takes twice the time it took to live through
In the first place
And so I grit my teeth and bear it
I know there's no better way
It's a fact and it's been proven time is the only escape
It must be love because it's teaching me to hate

What was I thinking
What was I thinking
What was I thinking
When I gave you, I gave you my heart
What were you thinking
What were you thinking
What were you thinking when you tore it apart

I heard you got a new girl but I'm not too worried
In fact, I'm confident that history will always repeat
And all your nervous ticks and quirkiness
Will surface sometime soon
And over coffee, we'll agree the problem was with you
It must be love because we couldn't see the truth

What was I thinking
What was I thinking
What was I thinking
When I gave you, I gave you my heart
What were you thinking
What were you thinking
What were you thinking when you tore it apart

Your hopeless light is still haunting me
Like there was good hiding somewhere underneath
I know better than to let time get the best of me
The best of me

What was I thinking
What was I thinking
What was I thinking
When I gave you, I gave you my heart
What were you thinking
What were you thinking
What were you thinking when you tore it apart