1449 is an early song of Sybyr (F.K.A MacXVII) on April 3, 2014. It’s a quick-paced song dealing with suicide and depression.
There’s speculation that this song was included in a lost EP called “Havoc EP” according to this page which had the song linked under there.
MacXVII - Havoc album lyrics
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[Verse]
Sometimes I just wanna die, cut myself a couple times
Leave my carcass on the floor, near a door and out your life
Full of strife, broken pieces of my mental in a body bag
Let the music play at the funeral make the people sad
Cry a bunch of rivers like you've ever fucking gave a shit
Stress was all the matter, now it's over, who's the next to dip?
Double cups and hella zips, tripping like an alien
Blow the earth to pieces, blood seeping out the crevasses
You ain't making noise, nigga, you ain't making noise
Pop a pill and go to sleep, peep your body in a creek
I thought I was just a loner with the boner of a stoner
Been dead, now I'm just a figment in your fucking head
Lights on, lights off, paint me black just like a goth
People slower than a sloth, run around and eat a moth
Black boy, crazy mind, isolation left behind
Interacting with my kind way back in 1449