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Kittydoggo (kittydoggo)

There are no future years
It's just one replayed
2017 on loop
Forever breaking my brain
I still get glimpses of you
Screaming out my name
You're searching for answers
But i dont have anything
Love me worship me treat me like im godly
Put me on a pedestal even though im 14
Hate me degrade me i'm worse than dirt im nothing
This 14 years old idiot reduced to a dichotomy

There are no futurе years
Its just one replayеd
2017 on loop
Forever breaking my brain
I still get glimpses of you
Screaming out my name
You're searching for answers
But i dont have anything
Love me worship me treat me like im godly
Put me on a pedestal even though im 14
Hate me degrade me i'm worse than dirt im nothing
This 14 years old idiot reduced to a dichotomy

(recently i've been like
Feeling like I have imposter syndrome
Which is like, you feel like you dont deserve
Any of the attention that you have
So you kinda just like, desociate with your
Uh
I mean dissociate with your popular self
And make you feel like its not you
Im-im only 14 years old
I feel im going to improve way more in the future years
And right now im living the dream that i've always wanted to live!)

You're in your future years
Its time to be amazed
Enter your trophy room
Years of dedication on display
And through the shiny awards
You can see your face
But you dont see yourself
So why'd it even matter anyway

Ive been replaced
By me on screen
She's echoing
Who I used to be
Im overshadowed by my own achievements
Its demeaning
Ill climb out of all of these trophies as they suffocate me yea

(yay, i feel happy
I feel happy in life right now
Its just really good ok
Ok bye!)