[Intro - Spoken Word]
We don't always survive the cracks of a relationship
Every so often a hollow place can serve as divine revelation that it's ok to love people and not have them
We learning quickly that a rose can grow from fire
And that ashes rebel against time
The world would end many times and each death
A soft beginning
[Intro]
I'm never gon' forget you, alright
I'm never gon' forget you, alright
I don't yet, on God
You came a long way, I miss you
I'm never gon' forget you, alright
I'm nеver gon' forget you, I try
[Verse 1]
They don't rеal want it
They don't real want it
They don't real want it
I'm ballin', ballin'
You ain't know I'm ballin'
You ain't know who called it
You ain't [?]
Tryin' to be cautious, cautious
We don't do this often
Money made me calm and
Bitches made me nauseous
I promise, I promise
Randevu I'm honest
We ain't poppin' zannies
Niggas just exhausted
Ironic, ironic
I'm just being honest
Used to juggle birds but
Now I juggle words, nah
This ain't fuckin' phonics
At least I found a way [?]
These hoes [?]
They know how to play [?]
East side to Malaysia
They gon' know the name, uh
Took too many losses
Twenty-one, once saw a hundred and I lost it
Twenty-twenty, if it not a hundred it's a offense
[Bridge - Spoken Word]
There will come a time where your desire to hold something
Will exceed your capacity to keep it
Remember that you are as much yours
As you are the weight of whatever you are trying to give
You are no ones possession
Nor should you keep another captive
People are meant to be experienced
Not dissected for ownership
[Bridge ]
[?]
You was getting lost and
We don't do this often
Me I'm really ballin'
I'm a money god
Ain't another job yeah
Me, I'm good regardless
Know I'm taking off, when I hear that money callin'
Callin', when that money callin'
[Verse 2]
Too much shit is on my mind I need the full fifth
Too many prayed for my fall, as if I could slip
Too much pressure on me to deal with all your bullshit
Gonna have to put it to my head and empty the full...
If I consider that for myself then what would I do to you
Everybody tryna' to be tough, but nobody bullet proof
My mind just wanna be loved, but I ain't as good as you
My mind just going in circles, don't wanna hula-hoop
[Outro]
I'll fight [?] highly unusual
Feelin's going out when they say you don't wanna pull a tooth
Shit is more about what you say, I already knew the truth
But I would've done anything for you girl
Play with my money and my niggas ache for a funeral
They just wanna know where ya staying at, who to do it to
Keep calm and watch who you play with, karma is beautiful