113

Yeah Yeah
One of those nights

Uh
Closer to dreams I feel 'em closer to me
Same time I feel these walls closing in on me
Dark room, it’s quite humid and it's just us three
Me, myself and I of course is who I mean
Thinking about the world outside and who I'll meet
Will they dap me up with love when it’s all eyes on me?
When I too park and get around in foreigns my nigga
Gotta keep ya head up through all the changes young nigga
And I've been pushing people away, that's the state I'm in
But when I finally get it all, who'll celebrate my win?
And say they knew it all along and that they're happy for me
Wil I be all alone again? I'm guessing we'll see
Won’t say the money won’t fill the void 'cause I haven’t been there
In my head it fixes everything so I really need it
And the bridges that I've burnt, I'll send a yacht where you be at
Louis band aids for everything that hurt, we'll get more than needed
Naivety of youth or poor man’s dream?
Running from truth or is the truth something different for me?
Everybody's got an opinion about who I should be
But I'm here in front of goliath with nothing but a sling

Came a long way from that poor kid from 113
Yeah, 'cause I realized early who I was supposed to be
So I killed him to be whoever it is I wanna be
And that's a nigga moving strong and never gullibly
And all you see him do, know it's thought out thoroughly
The one that's always confident despite his current currency
The one with that 'get it on your own nigga' policy, yeah
No apologies, not passive, he's not polished neither say it how it is
No apologies, not passive, he's not polished neither say it how it is

And I don't trust smiles, niggas hearts is evil
While you're sharing plate they thinking where the fuck the drink though?
Why this nigga eat slow? Think he better than me huh?
I should slap you and take it all fuck your charity bro
Think I deserve this shit more
Fuck it, I know I do bro
Maybe destiny froze
Wait, maybe destiny chose this moment as mine to get it
So nigga get it it's yours
Maybe he got it so I could see it and take this shit from him
Ain't it funny how it works
They watch you do the work then feel entitled to the perks
I guess my biggest flaw is taking people for their words
Give my last bit of trust and deplete this shit worse

On the other hand with the women I'm cursed
Game enough to land 'em just to run away when it works
Climbing the ladder so I can always blame it on work
But what happens when it pops and that excuse no longer works
When I have to face my demons and start using my words
Put myself first, I have my own feelings to nurse
When I have to pick one for better or worse
With no point of reference I hope I don't make it a mess
Now I'm back in that dark room closing in on me
Dark room it's quite humid and it's just us three
Me, myself and I of course is who I mean
But I'm closer to my dreams, I feel 'em closer to me
J