11-18-18

[Intro: TJ Holland]
Kitone Beats for real
Uh, look

[Verse 1: TJ Holland]
I needed something smooth so I could talk
The game nothing new, I'm kinda lost
I need another view, I'm tryna morph
'Cause I don't wanna be this me
When I wake up in the morning when I look in the mirror, don't wanna see this me
Don't wanna be this weak
But I done took way too much
I don't need talk, still say too much
And I don't got friends, naw, naw
Ever been crossed by the niggas that you say you trust?
Uh, ever been crossed by the niggas that you say you love?
Uh, ever been given two decisions, either way you fucked?
Man, listen, I'm misunderstood and don't wanna be hopeless
But just take a step in my shoes
If you had a eighth of the pain that I'm feeling then I would expect it from you
Make something from nothing when you come from nothing, that's what they expect us to do
Shit, so I'ma keep rhyming 'cause that's what I'm destined to do (Kitone Beats)
God told me this shit
Shout out my day-ones and all of my late ones 'cause we had them sit-downs and y'all told me listen
You kill with that new shit, you kill with that smooth shit
I'll send you some beats and they all gon' be different
They all gon' be killing, we are gonna feel it
Real talk when you hear it, you all gon' be mention me
Aye, it's the way that you talk is what set you apart form these niggas
And I know your fam got some peeps, we can move this
I got this plan, just let me introduce it
I got faith in you, do you got faith in you?
Fuck anybody that say that we stupid
Fuck what they think when it's that ever mad to do
You think they care if we eat or we starving?
You can have shit that's gon' last ever after
And people gon' think what they think, and regardless
Aye, so forget what they talking
Just like you forget we tell you rap
I record it and play it for you
So you can listen, but you never are convinced with how the way you snap
It's like, you need to quit with all that humble shit too
Aye, fuck it, you get on that mumble shit too
Get all them niggas on that sucker shit, cool
And then pop up with yo other shit, boom (Kitone Beats)
Nigga, you about to blow
Me, I stay plotting
Aye, you stay playing and I stay stopping
Videos you stay playing, I hate watching
Decisions, I can't make them, I hate options
Risks, can't take them, I play cautious
Uh, I stay waiting, I can't process
Hoe, I can just stay patient and can't progress
Uh, became shameful, became modest
And then I became stressed and tryna get this in order
Then I lost my best friend and my biggest supporter
Certain times I question what is all this shit for 'cause
Life has been a lesson a nigga don't want no more of
But they keep me motivated even from the other side
And you gon' see I wrote some pages, they gon' come in time
Keep working and don't be mistaken, things will come align
Hope I ain't searching for somethings that I don't wanna find (Kitone Beats)
Aye, one-two

[Outro: TJ Holland]
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