Kam Michael stated in an Instagram story post that this song “11:11” was dedicated to a friend of his who recently went through a heartbreak
[Mishaal]
I’ll never give you my money
If it’s all that I have
I’ll never give you that kind of comfort
When you’ve never given it back
I’ll never give you my trust babe
No matter what you can say
I wish I’d say some selfish things like that
So I can see better days
[Kam Michael]
And everything I do is never enough
I'm feeling hollow, I'm numb to the touch
Maybe it's all in my head, and maybe it's being in love
And maybe it's part of my luck
I don't know here to go
Tired of waiting and being alone
And I'm doing well but my heart is still broken
Oh I got emotions I never did show
Now I'm staying up only hoping you'll call
Why did you leave when I gave you my all?
I gave you a part of my soul for your love in return
And still, you left me to fall
I think about you every day
And my head is still stuck in the rain
Every morning I get out of bed
I'm just hoping that I'll be okay
[Mishaal]
Finger tips, don’t you slip
Your words cut deeper than wrists
Only this, only his
You’ll fall, cut short on your hips
I’ll never give you my money
If it’s all that I have
I’ll never give you that kind of comfort
When you’ve never given it back
[Kam Michael]
11:11 I wish you were out of my head
Lately I'm finding myself in a bottle of liquor
I'm sippin it straight till I'm dead
Hoping he's treating you better than I ever did
I'm tired of playing pretend, yeah
And I tell myself that I'm fine
But I always fall in the end
Now I'm staying up only hoping you'll call
Why did you leave when I gave you my all?
I gave you a part of my soul for your love in return
And still, you left me to fall
I think about us every day
And my head is still stuck in the rain
Every morning I get out of bed
I'm just hoping that I'll find a way
[Mishaal]
Finger tips, don’t you slip
Your words cut deeper than wrists
Only this, only his
You’ll fall cut short on your hips
I’ll never give you my money
If it’s all that I have
I’ll never give you that kind of comfort
When you’ve never given it back
11:11 was written by Kam Michael.
11:11 was produced by Ocean.
Kam Michael released 11:11 on Mon Jan 13 2020.