100 Mistakes (Konan Solo)

[Intro]
(Adot beats)

[Verse]
Flying Squad knew me by full name
Twenty grand and twenty-pound notes and they're all stained
The money's on the 'net now, it's a different ball game
But akh will still shoot you in your face, we ain't all changed
Where I'm from, you risk it all until they cuff you
Loyalty gets you killed, dying makes everybody love you
And they're always gonna judge you, but I couldn't let that hold me
Probably why my beard don't connect, 'cause I'm goatee
Flashbacks of the old me in the jungle with snakes
I get lonely then remember what my company makes
I made a hundred mistakes for the power and the wealth
Now the AP's rose, I'm giving flowers to myself
My little sister said I need to settle down, I know it's time I choose
But all these girls want is bags and designer shoes
I'd rather be the side nigga that you're lying with
Than tryna be the main nigga that you're lying to
Never been the type, we don't argue on keyboards
And you know it's still "Free Bang" and "Free Paws"
I told Ceej, "You gotta watch how you're talking on the phone now
'Cause I don't wanna hear you're getting recalled"
I know they never thought I'd do it from a pad and pen
Now companies come to me like it's Dragons' Den
The south of France is the only way I'm going to the Cannes again
If I wasn't me, I would be mad as them
Mum told me over WhatsApp
About an operation, I'm like, "What's that?"
They found cancer in her breast, I couldn't rest until she got back
Tears in my eyes, I can't lose my mum, already lost dad
How much pain can I take before I break? I just power through
Guess all the trauma in my life taught me how to move
When you're the famous one, nobody asks, "How are you?"
I always told 'em I'd be great, don't ask me how I knew