100 ELO mix

All these doubts and all these questions
All these people ask from me is favors
Can I get a some time to build my own
I swear I don't know how I let y'all get
The most of me//
I guess everything is going how it was
Supposed to be
Behind the scenes I wish y'all knew
Just how much work a nigga gotta do
Just to prove that y'all can't come close to me//

I give my heart out to my fans know that this yours
For all these time restrains you wait pissed off//
I been a stain on your mind I've been staying on my grind
I've been living in the pad like some discharge//
Still nasty... Period and that raw
Been nice since eve had no cat paws//
I seen a lot of rappers die in my time
Figure I'd write a little r.i.p. for those capped off, my caps off//
We just out here trying to make a living
Charge it to the game when we get in turn this pain into blessings//
I’ma ride till my wheels fall off and I'ma ball till there ain't no more bearings
Haters can't bear it//
Yeah... And I thank God
I'ma set a new standard what I say's law
I done crossed so many people on this court
Nigga's want to judge saying it's a shame you won't get disbarred//
I'm just saying I've been grinding I done came this far
So many losses so many wins
But then again shit is real we just eat what we kill
All this food for thought you might sink now is your dish washed?//
Will you rise like suds or will you get rinsed off
Analogies practically home for me
I've always know to be...,
In the kitchen when you in the kitchen
Though you always leave you can't stand the heat//
Friday nights you might see us out
But don't see as how they ain't friends to me//
...They say keep your enemies close
Till your enemies fold trying to use me for their expertise//
You gotta feel me no ecstasy
I should put it on the gram for my x to see//
Like look at what you didn't want on my page all day long
When you double click, you be getting sick?//

All I ever wanted was you and you wanted me
We're was still going to be alright//
We used to talk on the phone for like all night
You was my world wasn't I your star right?//
Now it just ain't the same we just want different thing
Hate it had to change baby//
I put that on everything you were my everything
Have you been missing me lately//