100,000 Tears

When I look you in your eyes I see an angel in distress
You tell me that you're fine but baby your a fuckin' mess
You and I where much alike, we try and bottle up our thoughts and the reason that we fight is cuz we're both so fuckin' lost
And I know that i ain't perfect shit, I fuck up more than you
I know ive become quite the burden for the bullshit youve been threw
I swear I never ment to hurt you love, but I was off the drugs, poppin pills fucked me up, had my mind corrupt

But that ain't no excuse for my behavior
Verbally abusive, said things that forever changed ya
And I ain't proud to admit that shit, but its the truth and I'll be damned if I skip that shit
No matter what you know that I love you dearly
I know I fucked up but inside your heart you know the real me
It kills me slowly when you hold me and you take me back
Perhaps our story wasn't ever truly made to last
Afraid to face the facts, our love is made of glass and we can feel our trust slipping threw its fainted cracks
Or will this fade to black, or will we find ourselves again, regardless I'll still wish you well till the very....end

Who would've thought that both of us would ever make it here?
So many months, a couple years, a hundred thousand tears
I still remember when I first laid my eyes on you
I fell in love so fast there wasn't much that I could do
You caught me off my guard, I never ment to fall this hard
Inside my grandpa's car, you and I where often parked
And we would talk about our past and what the future held
I promised you that I would catch you on the day you fell, well
Oh what a match made in hell, huh?
Our souls clashed, and we crashed in this hell hole
Slow...dancing in a burning room, we are. Inhaling fumes that will slowly break us both apart

I feel the dark beside the light and now we're walking blind
And if you find somebody down so nice theyll cross your mind
I know youll find your way and be okay eventually
I treasure all our memories until the end of me
Ill never be the same again, my hearts forever your's
Perhaps the price of loving you is one I can't afford
I hope you find yourself and Im the one your looking for
No matter who you find I promise you I love you...more