In this song Afourteen talks about a recent breakup and how he was considering or in a state of self harm, he also expresses that he is pushing people away, most likely because of his depressive state.
[Chorus]
Get away, run away from me
I be far away as you can see
Head over shoulders, you're not welcome over
[Verse 1]
'Member when I bought you tickets for someone I don't even listen to?
Left me a week later, I guess you didn't fuck wit' it too
Okay, I admit it, I didn't fuckin' listen to you
But I guess it's hard when you got these people hittin' on you
Everything is hard for me
But you can't see past these trees
You don't even let me speak
So I don't talk to you weekly like that
Don't know what I want from this
Take every single kiss, throw it away
Throw it all away, you'll go all the way
Throw it all away, you'll go all the way for me
[Verse 2]
Goddamnit, why do I feel so damaged?
I just can't understand itand I can't even manage
My dead feelings, fuck feelings
Some women break bone, my head on the gravestone, together we break home (Uh, yuh)
Hand on the dartboard, et you throw a million darts at the dart board
(Okay, okay)
Hand on the dartboard, let you throw a million darts at the dart board
(Okay okay)
[Chorus]
Get away, run away from me
I be far away as you can see
Head over shoulders, you're not welcome over
(At the dartboard, okay okay, dartboard, I let you throw a million darts at the dartboard, okay, 'kay)
Get away, run away from me
I be far away as you can see
Head over shoulders, you're not welcome over
(Dartboard, I let you throw a million darts at the dartboard, okay, 'kay)
Get away, run away from me
I be far away as you can see
Head over shoulders, you're not welcome over
(Dartboard, I let you throw a million darts at the dartboard, okay, 'kay, yuh, throw a million darts at the dartboard)
Get away, run away from me
I be far away as you can see
Head over shoulders, you're not welcome over
(Dartboard, throw a million darts at the dartboard, okay, 'kay, dartboard, I let you throw a million darts at the dartboard okay, 'kay)
1 Million Darts was written by Afourteen.
Afourteen released 1 Million Darts on Fri Jul 24 2020.