#1 Birthday Boy is a single by $WAG NIGHTMARE that blends raw vulnerability with haunting imagery, focused on themes of abandonment, toxic love, and the lingering pain of family neglect.
The chorus — “Every single birthday no presents from dad / Will you burn me to ash?” — captures the artist’s dee...
(I MISS YOU)
[Verse 1]
Fuckin’ on the couch while it’s raining
Are you the one? Tell me when your coming to save me
I’m playing dumb, sleep with me the nightmares are crazy
Can’t you erase me?
My visions fine, tell me why the colours are fading
[Chorus]
You think your making me mad
But your just making me sad
Let me fade into black
Every single birthday no presents from dad
Will you burn me to ash?
Girl the walls turning black
I’m afraid to attach
I can’t say a thing if I just act like a brat
You’ll embrace it it’s fine
Taking drugs all the time
Frozen colours rewind
Banish me to hell where you can torture my mind
[Verse 2]
Awake in my bed from the sleeping grace
This one pleasant poison, it eats you away
Mistakenly burn all my fuckin brains
I smoke in the black, then I fade away
[Bridge]
Whatever it’s fine
Take my flesh, I resign
Roses red all the time
Hollow, can you bury me inside of my mind?
(Hollow ,can you bury me inside of my mind?)
…
[Chorus]
‘Cause every single birthday no presents from dad
Will you burn me to ash
(will you burn me to ash)
Girl the walls turning black
(girl the walls turning black)
I’m afraid to attach
(i’m afraid to attach)
I can’t say a thing if I just act like a brat
You’ll embrace it it’s fine
(You’ll embrace it it’s fine)
Taking drugs all the time
(I want drugs all the time)
Frozen colours rewind
Banish me to hell where you can torture my mind
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#1 Birthday Boy was written by Carrington Choubmesser.
#1 Birthday Boy was produced by Myss (Producer).
Wag-nightmare released #1 Birthday Boy on Mon Sep 15 2025.