with a lot of new songs from this cycle i wanted to focus on vibe more than songwriting and vocals. i think this song has an eerie, liminal space feeling that encapsulates how i felt at the time. it supposed to feel lonely and dark, and by the end of the song there’s an emotional explosion followed...
[Verse 1]
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i don’t wanna go play outside
so i sleep cause the world is too dark
i don’t want to
i don’t want to
participate
well
i might as well go and die
what’s the point of being alive
unconscious with no memories
no memories in me
[Bridge]
can you see me shake
how could you stand there watching me break
im feeling nothing
alone with my problems
ssri’s didn’t do shit to solve them
i think the whole world just wants me to break
i think the whole world just wants me to break
i think the whole world just wants me to break
i think the whole world just wants me to
[Outro]
hide
i don’t wanna go play outside
so i sleep cause the world is too dark
i don’t want to
i don’t want to
participate
well
i might as well go and die
what’s the point of being alive
unconscious with no memories
no memories in me
000memories was written by ayleen valentine.
000memories was produced by ayleen valentine.
ayleen valentine released 000memories on Fri Apr 12 2024.